Kim Wan-sun "My aunt's gaslighting, starving and rebelling...I had a lot of hatred for myself." ('Dining Table for 4')

Aug 19, 2024

'A four-person table' Kim Wan-sun confessed the feelings she experienced after her aunt's gas lighting damage.

Singer Kim Wan-sun invited hair artist Taeyang, singer Kang Soo-ji, and actor Kim Kwang-kyu on Channel A's entertainment program 「"Dining Table for 4 People」, which aired on the 19th.

Kim Wan-sun, who lives with five cats, was enjoying a single life in a spacious house. Kim Wan-sun said "I lived like a wanderer for two years at the most. I often said my wish is to live in one place for 10 years, but that wish has finally come true. I've been living in this neighborhood for 11 years."

Kim Wan-sun's house, which was decorated with a cave concept, was connected to all rooms. Also, there was no visit to Kim Wan-sun's house. Kim Wan-sun added "There is no need for a door. Because I live alone. And cats are also uncomfortable with doors," he said, adding that he was considerate of his cats.

When all the guests arrived, Kim Wan-sun said, `We were busy last year, but we took a break in the first half of the year. I thought I should go back to work because I was drunk enough to rest" he said.

Kim Wan-sun said that not only MZ fans but also foreign fans appeared after 'Dance Singer Wandan'. Since then, ultra-special guests such as Kim Hye-soo, Lee Hyo-ri, and Hwasa have supported Kim Wan-sun's concert. Kim Wan-sun said "Hyori asked me to go see a musical, but she asked me how I'm doing these days. He said he's going to go because he's preparing for the concert. I said thank you because I thought you would come to see it, but he said he would stand as a guest. "Don't I go to Taeyang's house often?" Sometimes Kim Hye-soo is also with her when the time is right. I was so moved that I said this. Then Kim Hye-soo said she would do something, too. That's how I became a very luxurious guest."

Kang Soo-ji said, `I've seen Wan-sun for a long time, but I couldn't get closer because of Han Baek-hee. Only Wanseon didn't get to know each other", referring to Kim Wan-sun's late aunt Han Baek-hee.

Kim Wan-sun said "My aunt was always next to me" and Kang Soo-ji only greeted Han Baek-hee. At that time, singers always met at the same broadcasting station. If we all get together and eat something, there's no such thing as a complete line. I wondered if Wanseon was someone we shouldn't sing"He confessed.

Kim Wan-sun said "I didn't even talk to my aunt. I've lived alone all my life." "That's when I always went to work at night. I paid for the production with the money I worked for even before my debut. I didn't even have time to sleep. I came out in the morning and went in at 2 or 3 a.m. I wondered if there would be a day when I could live without working at night.'

Kang Soo-ji said "When I saw Wan-sun in the 90s, there was no expression on her face," and Kim Wan-sun said "I didn't get gaslighted." Don't talk to anyone. If you talk about it, everything you said spreads out. I didn't let my mouth open. I thought it was right when I was young."

When Kang Soo-ji said, "'I haven't even seen you eat.'" Kim Wan-sun couldn't even eat. Later, I was so angry that I thought I should starve to death, so I didn't eat. I didn't eat more on purpose. It was a way to upset my aunt"It was his only defiance," he said.

Kim Wan-sun "I felt trapped inside the glass star. I wanted to hang out with my friends back then It wasn't like this, but I wanted to get out of overprotection. I was obsessed with life, happiness, and the purpose of my life because it wasn't what I thought I would be"He confessed.

After 13 years, I got out of my aunt's arms, but I didn't get paid for my work. The money Kim Wan-sun has earned so far was spent by her aunt's husband. Kim Wan-sun said "I thought he would have taken care of my share. I believed it to be a family..." he said bitterly.

Kim Wan-sun, who shows talent not only in music but also in painting. In particular, Kim Wan-sun, who draws a lot of self-help statues, said about the reason why "There was a lot of love for me and a lot of hatred for me." I was disappointed in myself because many choices seemed to have only made the wrong choices about life from my past helplessness to my future." Kim Wan-sun said "Those things seem to inspire me. When you draw it, you have a conversation with me, and I want to forgive myself even a little bit, and it's healing."

Kim Wan-sun said "The charm of painting seems to be that. What I do from start to finish. Don't many people do our work together. I can do the painting as I please,' he said."I wondered if I could display my painting in the exhibition as well. What came to mind was that life is not very long. I can't do anything if I'm ashamed of this and that in a short time. So I started with the thought that it would get better if I continued with shame.'

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Kim Wan-sun "My aunt's gaslighting, starving and rebelling...I had a lot of hatred for myself." ('Dining Table for 4')

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