Kim Seung-soo, 'Depression + Anxiety'Anxiety Expressions Serious Conditions 'Thinking Where to Go'('My Little Old Boy')
Dec 01, 2024
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On SBS 'My Ugly Baby', which aired on the 1st, Kim Seung-soo and Heo Kyung-hwan, who were in tears, revealed secrets that they had never told anywhere else for the first time.
On this day, Kim Seung-soo and Heo Kyung-hwan visited a mental health counseling center and began a mission to unravel the thread. Kim Seung-soo, who was particularly reluctant to untie the thread, said "When I dream when I'm sick, I dream of unwinding the thread. From the age of seven," he made a shocking confession. Then "If I'm not feeling well, I still dream about it. That's why I'm in a bad mood, and he drew attention by explaining the reason why he has never untied a thread in his dream.
After watching this, the counselor interpreted Kim Seung-soo "He seems to be very invaded by psychological issues" There's a reason why I was seven years old"Kim Seung-soo died when my father was 6 years old. When my father was there, I lived a leisurely life and began to experience financial difficultiesPeople around me said, "'You have to be good to your mom in the future' a lot of times when you may not be aware of death because you are young"He revealed that he felt responsible and pressured."
In the actual pre-examination, Kim Seung-soo wrote that the most difficult time was 'When the weight on my shoulders was too heavy and hard.'" "I grew up listening to it lightly, so I took it for granted rather than stress."Kim Seung-soo said, "I have to watch the game somehow, I have to do well." I thought I had to do well unconditionally. So I'm done filming that everyone avoids." He added that he is enduring 30 years of life in the entertainment industry.
Kim Seung-soo confesses that `I have 2,000 acquaintances saved on my phone, but I have zero people who can tell the inside story.' What I need now is 'Someone to sincerely trust and talk to.' "No one has contacted me regularly and not in business. I've never discussed every decision with anyone. I decided and carried it out on my own, and I regretted it on my own."
Basically, Kim Seung-soo, who has depression and anxiety, said, `I feel depressed more than once every day. When it's a bit heavy, I hope tomorrow doesn't come'I sometimes think that it's a serious situation," he said, hinting at a serious situation. In the meantime, "I stopped playing my favorite music at some point. Listening to music seemed to make me sensitive. One day, while listening to music, I thought I would write a letter and just go somewhere. So I hung up the music"He drew attention by revealing that he has been holding it in since 17 to 18 years ago.
The counselor responded that "the expression of emotion is too suppressed."I was worried. Kim Seung-soo said, `I haven't cried since I was in high school. Even if something good happens, I think about it with my head, not with my emotions. He said, "I can't move my mind, and I can think with my head." He confessed, "There are times when I have to act without empathizing with the other person's feelings."
Then "When I get angry, I explode tremendously. "I get very angry about once or twice every year," he said, explaining the recent situation in which he was severely angry due to the staff's mistake in relation to shooting costumes, and thinking that he had reached the critical point of emotional suppression. I thought I might do something unexpected."
On the other hand, Kim Seung-soo said "My relationship with my mother is a little special." Drawing himself similar to his mother, he "I talk on the phone for 20 to 30 minutes a day since I became independent. "I will meet you once or twice a week" and "I know each other so well because my mother and I have similar personalities" "I was proud of my responsibility as a head of the family, but there were times when it was too much."," he said candidly.
The counselor revealed that 'comfort and rest' is the most common word in Kim Seung-soo's pre-test paper, and provided a solution to find a way to express anger. When she saw this, her mother said "It hurts my heart."
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However, he pointed out that there is a high sense of victimization, fear, and distrust in relation to the `fraud.' While his mother also said she knew about the incident on air, Heo Kyung-hwan also did not tell anyone except the parties at the time. As soon as I said it, I felt like I was going to move away." He thought about going back to his hometown after going bankrupt. After that, I don't answer the phone because I'm nervous when I get an unknown call. If I go through this again, I have anxiety about whether I can endure it."
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